dead again

damm!

2010-02-16T21:06:00.000-08:00

新年应该要开开心心，可是我却过得一点都不开心...
原来我家里的问题...还没解决，它还存在着...
只是大家都假装忘记吧了
我讨厌，我不喜欢，我不爽
这种jibai的感觉总是找...
它让我的新年也不能快乐...
它甚至让我想离家出走..
不过，如果我走了，妹妹怎么办?
他妈的他妈的!!!!
为什么为什么!!!
唉...人生就是这样...

alright...

2010-02-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY and Happy Valentines to all couples and Happy Singletines for single man and woman..xD
alright..im here now..thanks to my lovely daughter-Jaycie..
i dont know why am i here for...
just for a post i think?==
erm...today..i wear my china costume for my 1st day of CNY..
angpao..i dont think its really much..compare with the others years..
but still happy larh ^^
erm...i took some photos..but..
im lazy to post it up..xD
so u can go http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=147966&id=708393144 to have a look..
check out my fb for my life so far...
so this blog mayb be half alive half dead..coz im so lazy to update it..
my form 6 life was fun..so no worry(mayb no1 is worrying)..=)
photos and videos of form6 life pun ada di facebook aku..
go have a look if u're free..coz its quite fun and nice =)
so..wish u guys have a properous Chinese New Year...

...

2010-02-06T04:56:00.001-08:00

Far Far Far~

btw we win the 1st game for today..

damm!!

2009-08-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

argh...damm sad...
and also angry...
duno ask me why...
i duno how to tell...
only yh and yt know it...
argh!!feeling like leaving the house...
dun wish to stay here...
aikz...
aikz....
aikz.....
aikz......
once and again LIFE SUX!!
hate it...dun like it...why my mum wan to make love?
if they din,and im nt here...DAMM!!
but still...i love Her <3
aikz...duno...
bye...

^^

2009-07-21T02:48:00.001-07:00

happy happy happy...
wanna know why??
just me and her know...
duno whether is she happy or nt...
but i am...xD

but...my mum just went to clinic...
and doctor say tat she mayb have "mang chang"
and she's moving to hospital and have a check..
wish her good luck~
wish tat she's fine...

Love You Dear...<3

good...

2009-07-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

很好...
你们对我真是好...

是我的错...
不是你们的错啦...

对不起咯...
都是我不好...

有必要要我跪下来求你们吗?
他妈的7 lan 不爽

They're gone

2009-07-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

good news!!
a part of my sadness and depressed are gone...
because tat she's back to me
at least i think so...

bad news are...
my "soul of fire" to society are also gone...
totally gone...and i duno whr to find it...
and mayb i wnt find it...
is so annoying and im once and again collapse becoz of it...
and duno who to tell or even find...

those fakeless smiling or laughing for me these few days...
was really nt easy to make it...
bt i cant stop myself to talk...
even i have 8 alarms to call myself nt to talk in class every period...
shit...useless...i cant defend myself from talking...
wanted to tell those fren besides me...
but they are having problems too...
dun wish to trouble them...or mayb nt having much trust on them...
im nt sure...

so many days din blog...
am i running from something?mayb
am i having big problems?who knows
shld i blog?don't know
life is always sucks...i don't think so last time...
but now...i fully agree with it...
MY LIFE SUX!

sianz...

2009-06-03T22:24:00.000-07:00

aikz...
im at skul now...
actually today suppose to be doing thing about xue shu xue yi zhan...
walao eh...
duno wat to do...
really sian lorh...
cant download video...
cant do presentation...
and sitting here online...==
other ppl like busying but im just like...
the feel to st john...lost again...
why te director of "lost" so like to find me...
nt vry happy to be at skul..
becoz of something...or mayb i think too much...
watever larh...
feel like staying at home more than here...
wasting time here...
bye...

wow...

2009-05-15T08:31:00.001-07:00

these few days...
me jing ran study leh...
summre study until midnight vry late...
and of course acc some1 to study and let some1 acc me...xD
thn another morning wake up early and blur blur...
at exam thn sleep sleep sleep...
alwiz time ngam ngam enuf...
but today...
my ekon finally not enuf time...
summre last question do wrong...argh..
so many marks lost~
aikz...
many subject...read liao so much...
oso dun have the confidence to pass...
why shld i nid to read for something tat will nt pass...==
few more days to go...gahyao barh u all...

exam week~

2009-05-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

hmm...
im back to update my blog...
exam coming lorh...
and it's starting at tmr...
and these few day me jing ran study until 2-3am...
of course im not studying alone...it will be nt possible...
becoz of her...i studied until so late...xD
and these few days at class...so hard to sleep...
although tired and sleep late...but it's hard to sleep at class...
duno wat's the reason...
omg...it's tons of thing ready for me to read...
and im sure tat i cant finish it...^^
u guys jia you barh~
and i will get ur back...xD
and of course...YOU must gah yao too...
read for so long jor...cannot many fail arh~must all pass~

recently..

2009-05-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

eh...recently im still fine...
erm...busy dotaing...
so din update my blog...hahas...
tmr is tuan kang orh...
wondering wat will it be...xDD
although it is incharge by me...
but i scare tat it will nt be fine...
and i scare will like last time de dancing period like tat...
hope tis time...all can enjoy and give fully cooperative...
i really nid tat...pls do help me...thanks...^^
aikz...bookkeep...
duno how ler...duno whether can chase up or nt...
last time is 100% de me...
now...dun even can get 50% or nt...
din do homework...din listen to teacher...din do note...
tat time...our teacher let us open book test...
and my notebook is "clean"...so i look ntg...==
luckily teacher lend me her note...but still...i cant understand wat it is...
charm ler...chase arh chase arh chase arh...
im quite duo luo lorh...
alwiz play iPod...see comic...sleeping...playing around...chatting...
aikz...wat SPM life is tis...im a not like SPM de student de SPM student...==
dun make me as ur mirror...
dun learn me...it's not good...i know tat...
but i still duno why cant change myself...hard to change...
but will try...good luck for me...^^
Happy Labour Day~

from 中学生 i think...

2009-04-19T06:34:00.000-07:00

因为你们一直埋怨，急躁，正在用你的负面能量压制自己的思考清晰度，结果忽略了应该怎样解决问题。

当心灵难过、怨恨、失望，或者思绪在钻牛角尖，记住：在重新检讨自己之后，更重要的是将检讨自己转换为“重新振作”

负面或正面思考，选择在自己手中。

当你失落的时候，你可以换个角度看自己，换个角度看别人、换个角度世界，你的生活就会变得更美好。

当你们获得肯定的时候有两种选择。
负面的思考：
1.屏息以待
2.捏自己一下，怀疑有没有在发梦
3.不告诉别人
4.低头祈祷
正面思考：
1.从善如流
2.恭喜自己
3.向大家宣布好消息
4.尽情欢笑和感恩

当你犯错时
负面思想：
1.自责
2.猜测当时的动机
3.告诉自己有多无知
4.学到教训：不断回顾过去，竭力避免错误再发生。
正面思想：
1.接受它
2.修正它
3.微笑对自己说：当时真该把情况摄录下来
4.学到的教训：绝不回头，勇往直前

一个健康的心灵应该要有三方面的标准
1.有快乐能力
2.有反省能力
3.有清醒的认识

sorry...

2009-04-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

sorry to tuan kang gu members...
tis time is my 1st time to scold u guys in tis year rite?
actually i dun want to scold...
dun even wan to scold in the whole year...
but...can i??
me and zhi xuan really din think b4 wan scold u guys de...
but,when we dun scold...
wat is the thing tat u guys show to us?
did u guys really listen to wat we say?
we say give cooperate...thn u guys answer:okok,we will
and at the end...u gave me bull shit!
i already signal u guys in tat society...
but u guys still...aikz...
u guys shld know...tuan kang gu not for me and zhi xuan only...
it's for us,all of us...we both cant do anything without ur guys help...
i hope u guys really fan xing at home...
and give us 100% cooperate nxt time...
dun mind wat happen before...look forward...
to the future~gah yao...
i hope tat i would nt nid to scold again...

11/4..

2009-04-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

a ordinary day from morning...
until...
we sent the banana to malao in the 1st recess...
hahas...she receive the present...
and act like angry wif a smiling face...hahas...
summre hit me...ouch...lucky din kick me...==
and when at class...yong hui fish liao...check out his blog for wat happening...xDD
thn today...there's 2 person birthday...
and im only remembered 1...
paiseh arh jia wen...she remind me when she saw me...
happy birthday~~and we all act tat duno zhi xuan's birthday...
hehes...until we celebrate wif her...talk about it later...
at class...i saw many video...about breakdance...
from kok siong hp...wow...incredible...
duno how long tat i nid to train until like them..==
they use elbow to hand stand...double back flip,and many combine skill...
keep watching at it and keep saying "diao","sohai?"
common reaction when i see it...==
really damn crazy de them...
i learn windmill for long time jor larh...
still hvnt get the way to do it...so noob leh me...
but my handstand is quite stable liao...
training windmill,chairfist,turtle,handstand and mayb more skill...
good luck for me...xDD
today's society is for dancing...
it shld be a happy time,but not for me...
coz of somebody's not cooperating...
make me feeling not well again...
i really dun like those who dun give cooperate when i really nid it...
waste many time on pushing them to a team...
boy and girl so hard together meh?duno...
after tat,foot drill...quite blur...
did some wrong too...aikz...
thn celebrate yang wai yeh's birthday...
they bought many vitagen,muffin and candle...
and of course the big present-me...=="
she so happy when receive the big present...hahas...
thn play for a while...and no time jor...
nid to go home...thn go back lorh...
thn go see some1 do breakdance...skul got pro too...
although nt as pro as the video,but still pro...
thn learn some technique from them too...

report accomplished...xD

进来看有没有被点到

2009-04-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

幸福點點名遊戲規則
回答下列問題並貼到自己的網誌或報台
寫完後自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人
可以點被點過的人
被你點到的人你要去跟他說我點到
你寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔
不然幸福就會跑掉喔--

1.我的大名 : yong sheng
2.我的生日 : 12月3号～！
3.誰傳給你的 : yc...
4.說出五個好朋友 : 耀宗，裕山，勇辉，智升
5.现在是否有打人的冲动 : 时常都会有
6.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 更多的生日愿望
7.近期開心的是 : 耀宗告诉我很多事
8.近期壓力大的是：学会。
9.未來想做什麼啊：国家的栋梁...= =
10.有沒有喜歡的人 : 有
11.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 当然啦，不然去做什么～
12.跟誰出去最幸福 : 除了朋友和家人还可以选敌人吗？
13.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 中间人
14.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 去哪里都一样
15.聖誕節要做啥 : 找朋友
16.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 谁都行～
17.有沒有起床气 : 看什么情况，我妹肯定有
18.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 1妹
19.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 少听歌～
20.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 少听歌～
21.喜歡什麼顏色：灰，黑，白。
22.上廁所會不會先沖水 : 不会
23.愛不愛我 : lu si diang?
24.喜歡男生還是女生 : 女生
25.最想大聲說什麼 : 我想死啊！！！
26.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : 当然敢～
27.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 不大小便时脱来做么？
28.誰很欠打 : 暂时没有～
29.現在很迷什麼 : dota...==
30.睡相很差 : 不会呱
31.現在的時間 : 9:38pm
32.是否痛恨傳給你此卷的人 : 不会～
33.體重多少 : 53+kg nia...
34.今天天氣 : 不错～
35.你懷孕了嗎 : 我也想～
36.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 环游世界！！！
37.大學生一定要玩的活动 : 鬼懂咩～
【点名人物】
1. yew chung
2. yee san
3. yong hui
4. ccs
5. bee hui
6. valerie
7. sulim
8. becca
9. jia xin(michelle)
10. kait
01-【４號認識６號嗎】: 应该不认识～
02-【１０號是男還是女】：男～
03-【８號的興趣是】: 用奇怪的手势推眼镜...xD
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：2个妹妹～
05-【７號姓氏】：杨～
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：还好咯，不够我...xD
07-【４號有人追嗎】: ＝＝不懂叻～
08-【承上２號呢】：什么意思？
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：不懂叻＞＜paiseh～
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：认识但是不是朋友～
11-【８號的生日是】：12月24号～
12-【５號讀哪呢】：中华～
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: 去年同班
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：不到一个月，25天
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：有～
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】: 还好吧
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：还好～
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】: 可爱咯
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】: 很喜欢大大声的笑
20-【你愛５號嗎】: 爱...
1. 是誰傳給你這份問卷的 :yc~
2. 你們認識多久呢 : 6年多吧～
3. 你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 重要死了！
4. 你與他(她)的關係是 : 超好的朋友兼情侣...xD
5. 請問他(她)的興趣是 : 骑脚车吧
6. 你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 不错～＾＾
7. 他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 不能以分数来衡量！爆分了

1. 是誰傳給你這份問卷的 :yong hui~
2. 你們認識多久呢 : 10年多吧～
3. 你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 重要死了！
4. 你與他(她)的關係是 : 好朋友
5. 請問他(她)的興趣是 : 打篮球，对自己没信心
6. 你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 还好，有时很惹
7. 他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 99%，1%是对自己没信心

＊睡觉前第一件事 : 关眼睛～
＊起床前第一件事 : 开眼睛～
＊你的偶像是 : 没有～
＊你喜歡的季節：马来西亚只有热天
＊你打工過嗎 : 有～
＊你想去的國家 : 日本～
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : 串!!!!!
＊你常哭嗎 : 没有
＊你常笑嗎 : 是的
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 喜欢的是心理不正常的
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 8-12点酱～
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）：晴～
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : 朋友！！！！！！！！
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : 机会！！！！！！！！
＊你很自戀嗎 : 有
＊這問卷多不多 : 多死人...
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : 玩，放轻松，笑一笑没什么大不了～
＊喜欢吃什么 : 好多好多～啊～～～～～～～～～～～～
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : 少少咯～
＊現在幸福嗎 : 不知道
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 没有不在乎的～
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : 床～
＊最常夢到什麼 : 。。。不懂～
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : 我是男的
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : 开心就好
＊你知道吗？( 看你们怎么回答！): 我知道
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : 答你出的问题时～
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？：很好的问题！
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？: ice-cream 或 cheese
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？: 快点...
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗？: 没有讨厌
＊谁是你的知己？: 耀宗
＊ IQ/EQ哪一个比较高? : IQ～
＊電腦手機選一個? ：电脑～
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? : 玩～开心一点～
＊ Friendster 还是 Facebook? : frenster～
＊现在最希望什么? : 永远开心＋幸福＋没有烦恼～！！！！
＊世界末日的时候，最想做的事是什么? : 抱着朋友和亲人死
＊累了吗？: 很累！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
＊有烦恼吗？: 蛮多～～～～～但又讲不出

happy~

2009-04-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

due to yc request...

i updated my blog...xDD

hmm...

my holiday was quite happy...

at saturday...me keep telling my parent tat i wanna a bag...

a big bag to bring to skul,duno how to describe it...

i wanna it so much...so keep call them to buy for me...

and my mum say...

okok,i will buy for u today...

thn we go somewhr called parkson...

the shopping mall was really so big...

but there's nothing tat i wanted in there...

thn we went back home wif empty hand..

and my mum promised tat will bring me to buy the nxt day(Sunday)

so the nxt day...

i was really excited...

and then we have a normal life...till night...

at night...my mum say we hang out to eat...

thn i ask go whr eat...

my mum tell me...today is my grandma's birthday...

and i know it at tat day night...omg...wat a GOOD grandson am i...

thn we go fetch her and went to our destination,duno call wat name...

omg...along the road...there's full wif noisy sound in the car...

reason is...my mum and grandma argueing...

they was really really noisy....and make me nearly shouted to them and call them noisy...but i didnt...

i just keep increase my whistle sound to notice them to quite..

and sing some of the song...my sis do help too...xDD

my mum and grandma alwiz argue...tat's why dun like them met each other...especially when we are there too...

our ear was totally...tired...

after 15minutes+ we finally reach...and our ears finally can rest ...

and we are going to have our dinner in a western food restaurant...

seems like high class many...

thn we get our menu...

omg...ribs eye+lobster-RM41.90...

look at it and i turn the page ASAP...other was not cheap too...

at last i ordered a Fish and Chips and my sis ordered for chicken chop i think...and we shared it...

thn we here eat a bit,there eat abit...

full dao si...

P/S:there's my other cousin and aunty there too...

thn when bill come...

omg...RM391+..=="

but for each person is RM35+ and for our family is about RM140+...

thn i remind my mum about my bag...

so we went to a jusco around to find for it...

we found ntg but some ugly bags...yucks...

thn i dun wan to go home wif empty hand agn...

and i ask my dad for a shoe...

Nike Max Air(photo available bottom)...

a nice shoe...it get my 1st sight on it...and i wanted it so much...

i keep asking for my dad permission to buy it...

but actually he nt so wish to buy for me...duno why,i feel it...

but as a selfish son...i wanted it...

and he did buy for me at last...

after he buy...omg...my feeling like happy,but seems like regret...

becoz we used 400+ about my father wallet a day...

i will hao hao zhao gu the shoe...i will...xD

ohya,my hamster...the little 3 baby hamster...

they grow up,nt as big as their mother,at least bigger than ants...xD

and they are starting to have fur~

IMAGINE~cute~~xDD

they was totally cute,they may eat themself,without mother feed...

pictures about them available nxt time...^_^

lifted by my hand...

top view...

nice...isnt it?

front view...

i wanted to try it so much...

unfortunately...my fren dun wan to acc me to play bkb...

and i dun have the chance to wear it...

mayb nid to wait until tis sunday i only got chance to wear it...

today...

2009-04-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

hmm...
im learning breakdance..
but just the basic move larh...
im trying to be pro..xDD
coz breakdance really quite yeng lorh...for boys...
mayb im just like to show?hehes...
im learning windmail(duno how to spell)..
thn cant do it correctly...
teachers of me is joon neng and guo xiang...
hmm...actually today's point not here...hehes...
and mayb no point...dun be so qi dai...

ok...today...we have our meeting...
the meeting at wednesday as usual...
so...ordinary meeting at 1st...
but...rong feng at starting de meeting,nearly make the wrong decision...
luckily me and sien stopped him...
phew... so after the meeting...
we have really chat among our committee...
about problem of us,wat are we thinking so and so...
mayb for some they did find solution...
mayb some did not...+ u for those who didnt...
although many people has gone home...
but please do find me if u met any problem...
as wat my old old old old~~post said...
im always be ur side...find me and tell me...
whenever u are...
im there too...
dun stop~go ahead...
find the way of u...
and i will be there...
i will be there when u nid help...
i will be there when u are tired...
i will be there when u are sad...
i will be there when u are happy...
i will be there when u are trying ur best...
i will be there when u going to give up...
i will be there when u are stressing...
i will be there when u are successing...
my ears and heart and shoulder was alwiz waiting for u...
come for me in anytime...nt juz ur best friend...
but ME too!!!if u nid help and i can help...
find me in ANYTIME...
and i hope tat u all will be wif me too!!!
不怕你来，只怕你不来...
sometime if some1 tell me about their 心事...
i will feel my 存在感...so help me and u...do tell me...^_^
fully heart to wish committee to be no 隔膜among us...
hope tat we can 相处more well than now...
jia yous~gambateh~add oil~tambah minyak boy~~
find me in 5aRen or book ur time wif me...xDD
committee go go go~~

botak...

2009-03-24T04:46:00.000-07:00

hahas...
as wat u guys see...
im botak ler...
i din type it early coz wanna give u all a suprise...
but...the react was not so good..
all say...
me shou dao ci ji...
me shi lian...
now not leng zai liao...
teacher say me botak liao will more energize...=="
and etc tat's negative...
my response oso like so wu yan....
all say those same thing...
tell u all the real reason larh...
i be leng zai for too long...
so now nid to let others have chance...hahas...xDD
many people play about my head...
actually i do like it...
when u play my head...
u shuang me oso shuang de...xD
when i back to skul life...
i only realize something...
omg...there's tons of homework waiting for me to do...
although i din do it...hahas...
and im quite lazy for it...
and omg...my bookkeep is going to no more confidence to score A...
im really damn lazy...
even lazy to copy teacher's answer...
lazy lazy lazy...
i was wondering why those MIC can seperate their time so well...
i duno...i was really not good on it...
alwiz do no zhong dian de thing...hahas...

ohya~
so happy to said tat..
my Kiki and Lala(hamster) finally born babies~
and there're 3 of them...
they are no fur,tiny and pink in colour now..
hope they would grow up fast~
and i would not know which 1 is parent and which 1 is son...= ="
really scare me...
coz when i saw the baby born...
and then the skul bus came...
so i din seperate the parents and son and gone up to bus...
so scare tat those baby will be killed by their parents...
phew...luckily my sis came back and seperate them...
and none was sacrificed...happy...
the Lala take care of the baby so much~~
at 1st...i saw she put the baby in the mouth..i tot she wanna ate it...
phew...lucky she juz change the baby place...
thn she sleep wif the baby...and baby sleep until of her..
wow...really nice...
u guys really nid to get a pair of hamster and take care them...
and u will know wat do i feel...
thanks again for those who gift Kiki and Lala as my last year birthday present...xDDD

the day after camp...

2009-03-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

sure i want to have a nice sleep...
in the early morning...
actually it's nt early...it's about 10 or 11...
and i just woke up by ysan's phone call...
call me to play bkb wif him...
and i tot it's evening...but it's morning actually...
ok..so i wake up and clean up myself...
thn eat mi shua tat my grandma cook...
i told her i wnt finish it,becoz im going to bkb...
but at last...i finished it...= =
thn we sit ysan's mother car go to the place...
thn reach there...2 people...
me and him...= ='' no1's there...
thn we 2 solou play lorh...
thn after heat up...1 on 1...
at first...keep win...
thn at last...keep lose..= =''
he totally know how i shoot and so on...coz he knows me well..
and im nt really pro...
just pro than nub...xD
after tat...we say shoot 3 point until 50 balls in...no count how much u shoot...just count in de...
and we used up about 1 hour for him in 25 and me in 25 balls...
omg...hand tired...coz really used many strength for it...
thn we plan to go MCD to have some drinks...
and ysan call melissa(mei) and tiffany to go there and i duno about it...
after melissa call ysan and i listen to the phone...
oni know tat they're coming wif us...
thn we walk there and ysan still slowly...
and mei reach 1st...and ask why we hvnt come...= =''
thn we walk there lorh...
and when we reach...cant see them...
so ysan call her and i have a seat 1st...
u guys know tat im botak...and she saw me...
the face look so weird...= =''
duno how to describe...
thn we start our talk,chat or watever...
actually im nt really know wat're they talking about...
becoz they keep say thing about church and their camp...
so i beside listen and ask listen and ask...
and me and ysan drink 3 cup of large coke...full...
and i forget tat my house cooked my lunch...lolx...
thn we go for bowling...
the 1st round still okok...coz get 115...
thn the 2nd round...shit...
i din get so low before...just 80...omg...duno wat happen oso...
after tat...we go home liao lorh...
ohya...my mei hor...still so pretty...din change...xDD

fantastic...

2009-03-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

yay~!
3 days 2 night camp of st john is finish...
let's tell u wat's happening there...
the 1st day...
we go there...get into group...thn put our luggage into classroom...
thn gather and have our 1st activities-games~
the games is special design for our society to let them get more closer and know each other well...
and it's think and organize by teacher...
some of it is fun and some make us wait too long and boring~
after games,we have our lunch i think...
im still thinking izzit from the hostel canteen??
phew...luckily it's not from there...u know there de food...aikz...
we having our lunch and every meal at canteen...
nice food...each of the meal i eat the most in my team...xD
after tat...we have another small games..forget wat is it...
thn we start our lesson...a lesson from our senior-Ghee Wee Sim
and his lesson was some nice...some still okok...but dun have bad 1...
luckily i din slept on his class...
after tat,we have another games and i forget...
actually i forget those games shun xu...becoz the whole camp we play too much of small activities among 2 lesson or training...but it's good
thn we have a video lesson and have discussion among our group...
we make the case more fun due to our fantastic imagination...
and we did learn more about 1st aid too...
after tat..we have dinner and learn about transport tat taught by chao feng...
hmm...nt bad...and im shock tat im still remember tat how to get a casualty on the stretcher and get it out of it...
after tat...we watch a movie...and i din remember wat's the movie's name...
but it's really a nice movie...
some of it may like it,but some of it may think it's boring...
thn we have our sleep...
after 1 hour,thn my group wake up for shou ye...
and luckily the fire drill is at our time...
and no nid wake up half way...
after shou ye we back to my sweet dream and woke up in 6.30 the nxt day...

2nd day...
wake up brush teeth and etc...
thn we gather and do some stretching for the morning...
thn dont remember tat do we have some dance...
thn breakfast...
and forget wat again...memory lost...= =''
thn lunch and after tat we have our stamina training...
those stamina + some fun...not bad...like it too...
after tat...we have a case training for all members except recruit...
i think tat we done it well...at least we try our best...
thn we discuss about a drama for the night performance...
and we + together only got less than 3 hours to discuss...
luckily we think it well...it was a nice story and they act well...xDD
after tat...we have our dinner...(mayb i skipped some of them due to memory problem...= ='')
thn we have our "pyjamas party"~~
fun and creative party...since my pants is kids de and have a popeye on it...
so all of us sing~popeye the sailorman~boot boot~popeye the sailorman~boot boot~popeye the sailor ~popeye the sailor~popeye the sailorman~boot boot~
actually i lead it and the give fully cooperate...damn happy~xD
thn the party fun~
and i done cat walk wif mei qian...and im using the darling method to perform our cat walk at last...
thn have our drama performance as i said...FANTASTIC!!
after tat have our dance and finish the party~
the 2nd night really exhausted and my sound nearly gone...
luckily the 2nd day dun have shou ye and fire drill...
and it's the 1st st john camp tat dun have tis both at the 2nd day...
sweet sleep...

3rd day
wake up at 7.40 due to the bell ring of skul...
thn same thing as yesterday...
have our stretching but tis time have our jogging lead by val~
some1 behtahan after 1 and half round...
and others all fight until last...
and she said tat we used 30minute for 4 round...
tat's worst...we really nid to improve much~
then we have our breakfast and forget wat...
thn have AC and NC footdrill and i din went to see!!
and thn AC and NC case...
AC nid to have more improvement and NC i din see it...
actually i din see it becoz im sleeping...= =''
thn finish liao the camp~
and sit hao zhe's car back...
his driving skill really nt bad for a P license guy...
steady and nice...i mean really nt bad...
duno whether i can do it or nt...
and i din sleep in his car and having some talk wif him...
thn reach home...sleep after bath...tired...
THE END~

hehes...

2009-03-13T00:55:00.000-07:00

sui jor lorh me...hahas...
i think oni yh,yc,bing en and somebody else know wat do i mean...
tis is my 1st time to biao bai face to face...
and it's oso my 1st time to fail...xD
mayb i din do it well...
mayb i dun have experience on it...
mayb i din let she really feel it...
mayb i let her think im play play due to my biasa attitude and personalize...
but...aikz...
i dun even know wat am i thinking now...
sad...but cant cry it out...
i duno wat can i do nxt...

and society stuff...
yi ri you...
tuan kang gu...
xiao zhu...
omg...im really like take part in lost as wat rong feng said...
i dun really know my direction...
i alwiz can give some1 direction but not mine...
damn shit...
how can i do tat...slap* slap*
wake up F***er...
wat shld i do whn the fire in my heart have gone...
actually sometimes...
i feel tat im really hard to communicate wif zhi xuan,yuan lin...
we actually cannot cooperate much...
i dont know why...and duno how to describe...
so dun ask me...

2009-03-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

Today morning...
i went on the bus...and wake up the leng lui sha po...XD
thn forget wat happen...and i slept...
thn when wake up...
i have another agar agar in the morning agn...
hahas...same...sweet and delicious...xD

then today...whole day i sit wif my GOOD fren-yu en...
coz of jie jun din come today...hehes...
thn i keep talk wif my GOOD fren...
she say me vry fan orh...hahas...
then watever...im alwiz like tat...talkative...xD
thn when english class...those who din bring book...
nid to stand beside the door...treat us like form 1...= =''
and im one of the two...hahas..xD
sorry Andrew for pulling u out...
then we stand outside and do ntg...
i still tot teacher will let us back to seat soon...
but she doesnt...damn...tired...
and Andrew was really angry wif me tat time...
lucky after my apologize...he seems nothing...xD

thn having committee meeting today...
kinda feel like a pointless meeting...
lolx...coz i din really remember wat's the point of it...
after meeting...have a chat wif mei qian and si ling...
wat's about it??secret..=X

thn when going back home...
it's raining...lucky got zhi kang's mum to fetch me and my sis...
and im start to have a small chat wif jia jia...
last time din really dare to talk to her face to face..
duno why...hahas...
but now...it's ok ler...i think...
we would be having a big chat soon...xDD
thn we went to mutiara to meet ysan...
he's there for cutting his hair...
reach there...hungry...
thn go to eat wif my sis...lucky she got bring extra money...xD
becoz i din bring much today...
after eating...go to meet ysan agn...and we're juz on time...
he finish cutting his hair...but seems like not...
thn go home lorh...
reach home about 7.30 thn bath and blog ler...xD

燕菜-agar agar...

2009-03-10T04:13:00.000-07:00

啊哈哈...满开心的噢...
早上一大早上巴士就有东西吃了...
是我平时很少吃的东西噢-燕菜...
我一上巴士...不是很敢叫醒美蕙...
然后就坐在旁边一小段时间...才叫醒她...
其实没叫醒...我只是小小力拉她的衣角...
她就醒了...不懂是不是等我来假假睡...哈哈哈...
她是个很可爱，满靓女下的傻婆...哈哈...
她读了这篇post 过后一定找我算账...= =''
然后我就把燕菜放进口里慢慢品尝...
我吃之前，她还跟我讲淡淡的味道,没什么好吃的啦...
结果我摆进口后...超好吃的...味道刚刚好甜...
可能是我很少吃吧...所以才觉得好吃？也可能很好吃咯...
吃了过后恨不得把全部都摆进我嘴里去...
很可惜的是,她只给我摆多一个...yummy~xDD
又很可惜的是...你们没吃到...哈哈哈...
但是有点担心...毕竟是她第一次弄的...
幸好没有肚子痛...反而痛的是秉恩那小子...
不过他痛一下子吧了啦...他没有吃噢...纯粹讲他肚子痛...xDD

虽然我们没有分开...
但我们也没有在一起...
只是我们中间隔这一条河...
不要担心..我会游泳...xDD
想你...

wtf...

2009-03-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

poor kitty...

wat the F man...
do u know wat's tis??
its a baby cat and we name it kittie...
it let a car knockdown i think...
and let the other car pass by on it...
yucks!!
did u see something like tis wif ur eyes??
it's really disgusting...argh!!
but...u will hardly see this stuff in ur life...
im quite lucky too actually...
hope it's mum wnt be too sad...
jie ai shun bian barh~

...

2009-03-07T22:46:00.000-08:00

心情开始慢慢的恢复...
但是，对某些东西的热诚...
却还没能够恢复...
还不能找出原因的所在...
还是希望大家能够给予我多多的配合...
在此谢过...

短暂的分离，不代表永远的分离...
我还是会在你身边的...
等待...还是等待...
等待时机的到来...

伤感...

2009-03-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

如果要明白这篇东西在讲什么...需要慢慢想...有些是抽象的东西...不是全部跟字面翻译的...有些用了代词...觉得麻烦就不用读咯...

不知为何...这几天都没有开心的感觉...
就没有好像平时会在班上做傻佬...
没有在班上到处走...
下课就好无目的的游荡...显...
这几天的我，不像我...
学会的人就问我做么不讲话...
平时叫我不要酱吵的是你们...
我不吵时又问为什么不吵...奇怪...
虽然我不知道为什么我会这样静...
不要着急...因为勇升还是会回来的...
忍耐吧，让他自己寻找连他自己也不懂是什么的东西后...
他一定会回来的...习惯一下没有他存在的日子吧...
他有点迷失了...
他累得停下了...但他休息是为了更长远的路...
过后他会自己爬自来...有人扶更好...
不然你就趁这时候踹多一脚...
不然以后可能就没机会了...
他会继续坚持的...但不要把他累坏...
让他认真地休息...找他要找的东西...
那个东西，不是爱情，不是友情，不是亲情...
而应该是一个可以让他有动力继续向前进的东西...
不要因为他停下而你也停下...
因为害怕到最后...你们连他的影子都看不见了...
注意一下他的眼神与语气...你就会慢慢的发现...
他到底几时是不爽的...最好不要在这个不适当的时机踹一脚...
不然受伤的不是他而是你那个连他也不想伤害的脚...
为了你的脚...见机行事吧...醒目点...
最近可能他的情绪可能会有点失控...对不起勇辉..
有时...我还是不能完全的做到我所对你说的...
但是我会不顾一切地说到做到...
他的动力消失的原因...
没有人在配合他...孤身作战...自己打自己人...还要对外作战...要对酱多人，还没开打都等死了咯..
有时更惨...自己打，自己爽，自己死，死了给人踩，没人知...
芝萱...我很奇怪...为什么我们在团康股的角色调换了..
不是职位...是角色...如果你换了...而我不补上你的角色...
那么...团康股就不用要了...我也是逼不得以要补上你的角色...
你们真的不习惯现在的我吗??
我不知道应不应该换回去原本的我...
还是你们觉得现在的我很不错??

Miss you...

changed hp..

2009-03-04T03:07:00.000-08:00

my hp number change due to my 017 sim card lost...
and it's lost in my house leh..
but duno whr does it gone...
lazy find...hehes...
so take note...
014-3822700 is the number...
actually tis number i bought vry early ago...
juz i din open to all people...
just few of them know about tis number...

cant sleep tat night becoz of thinking of HER...
i dun think i would tell u guys who is HER...
so keep ur energy...xDD

walao eh...

2009-03-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

walao...
me last 2 days hor...
din sleep at all lorh...
really din sleep...not even 1 or half hour...aikz...
then the next day...got exam...
bookkeep and modern maths...
but tat day still so jing shen...sot kao jor...= =
thn after tat i go somewhere near kepong carrefour to have lunch with yew chung,bi xuan,zhen yao and ...
unfortunately...the stupid store CLOSED!!
and we spent RM6 for the taxi fees to there...
thn wu nai lorh...thn we go to the bus station...
thn hor...we tot jusco vry far...thn we wait sooo long for bus...
thn actually it's quite near...hahas...
when we reach there...
so hungry ler...so for sure we have our lunch 1st...
and we have our lunch with bi xuan's decide-duno wat johnny...
a place tat is thai food or steamboat...
and we have thai food but not steamboat...
after tat...we decide to see the movie tat i be kelefeh-love matter...
but it need to be 18++...aikz...sat mong...
thn we have some shop at there lorh...
and i start feeling not so well ler...due to din sleep a day before...
thn the leg no strength...and sit down infront the popular...
thn they go buy present or watever...i duno...
coz too tired...and start to feel tat im fever..
thn blow yew chung back home lorh...
coz i went to his house to guo ye marh...
thn about 5 we oni go home...
his house arh...far dou oi sei...nid 2 hour...= =
thn we sit bus back to skul...thn change metro...
thn walk until sogo...thn sit KTM...
omg man...the KTM many people dao...going to burst...
some people summre cannot go in lorh...
luckily stand behind me de is a fat guy...
his stomach so big...help me balance and comfort me...coz me no strength liao...many time nearly fall down...
but around me full off people...thn keep knock here and there...
thn steady liao...the guy de stomach gt tan xing de...= =
THANKS ALOT...
thn at KTM so long...i think got 1 hour...
thn we finally reach...and we went to Secret to have a slice of cake...
i eat the chocolate indulgence...yummy~
and YC eat marble cheese...its so c0mmon for me...ntg special for it...
thn we walk to a place and wait for bus...
wait vry long liao...hvnt come...thn we sit taxi lorh...
reach his house...tired dao...bt din sleep....
took a bath and have dinner tat YC's aunty cook de guo tiao...
nice orh...the soup got chicken de taste...delicious~~
thn me and YC go have a ride for bike near his house...
thn we have many many talk~
quite shuang when we talk...i din really talk wif a fren like tat...
thn raining liao we only go back...
thn watch a while Tv thn go up sleep jor...
tis time so special...
because biasa me oso alwiz have many talk wif him and play on the bed with him at night...(ngek ngek ngek...)
but tis time...im tired and due to my sick...we both sleep early...xDD
and we wake up at 4.55 leh...quite early for me...hehes...
thn we go to skul...and a normal life..
many paper give out...result as below~
Pendidikan Moral -- 8.5/20
Sejarah -- 18/40
Chinese -- 64/100
Economy -- 26/30
Science -- 32/40
im quite man yi wif my result...
but today i tell my result to my father...
he juz say those cha de subject...din zhan me...
sian...summre like wanna scold me...
aikz...
today i stay back skul for no point...
i tot zhi xuan nid help to care the da ju...
actually she needs...but i didnt help..xDD
becoz she alwiz say me cha zhui when she talking...
now she knows wat will happen when i dun talk...
wahahahahas~~
today...quite tired oso...
ben lai dun wan stay back de lorh...
wanna go back and sleep...= =

wahahas...

2009-02-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

哇...今天不懂发什么神经...
竟然在昨晚十点多睡到早上十一点多...
可能是太累了吧...
然后一样,吃东西,打机,看电视,打报告...
很让我自己惊喜的是...我竟然做功课以及温习...
而且是在没有人的督促下噢...真的很难得...
都不懂几百年前发生过的事了...
我一向都是以临时抱佛脚，成绩又很好来出名的...
所以你们可以想象我读书是多么难得的事...
我做了很多体附数，又做了簿记...
做完后，觉得有少许的成就感噢...
所以可能以后也会读书吧??谁知道...
还有...我竟然还读sejarah...很不幸的是...
我竟然读错范围...= =''
这就是上课不停课的后果...不要学我噢...

朋友们...
考试要到了啦...星期三叻...
所有人都要加油+努力噢...
考试顺利~~
认识我的人都要觉得幸福...
因为hor...你们得到了我的鼓励以及祝福...哇哈哈哈...
你们全部都奉命要为了我而拼搏噢...
拿到好成绩时再来谢谢我吧...xDD

对不起

2009-02-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

对不起噢嘉丰,悦灵和所有合唱团的朋友们...
我...没去到那个“东声西乐”...放飞机了...
没去支持你们...但是我真的很想很想去支持你们的...
但是是我爸爸最后才不让我去...
我票都买了，但是他还是不让我去...
不过我相信没有我在场你们还是一样的厉害吧??
因为我一直在心里支持你们啊...嘻嘻...
你们也一定得到了不少支持,掌声以及尖叫声吧??
恭喜恭喜...xDD
为了支持你们的人继续努力下去吧...
合唱团其实也真的是很像一家人噢...
以后也要一样~加油！！

o.O

2009-02-19T06:35:00.000-08:00

hmm...
such a period tat i din update my blog ler...
becoz i duno wat to say...
alwiz come my blog...juz see those comment and chatbox..
dun really have the feel to write it...
life is going to more and more meaningless...
im being more normal than few weeks ago in some part...
but its going to more and more abnormal in the other parts...
example...i sleep at after 12 alwiz...at class sleep 5-6 period and i dun want it...argh...tired...exhausted...
mayb its not for u all...bt for me,it is...
16/17 years in my life...tis is the 1st year i feel wat does stress mean...
and i finally know why all of them say they dun like stress...
duno eh...look like many thing tat i nid to do...
and i actually din do it with all my heart...although i wish to..
bt the wish nt really push me to the top...
learn some skill of breakdance from guo xiang today...
tired but fun...i think i will train more...
finally i found some1 tat would teach me of it...
i willing it so much long time ago...
i saw they dancing...all so yeng~mayb im juz wanna to lan yeng?xDD
ohya...i just know the next wednesday start exam at today...
wow...im happy tat i still have about 5 days to prepare...
but if u really know about me...i will not use these 5 days to read...
not even 1 subject...i sure will push all of it until the next wednesday...
tat's me..im trying to change it...
im trying to start to do my homework...cheer for me..xDD
my bookkeep finally chasing up...wif guo xiang...hehes...
thx alot bro...actually is u accompanying me to do it...
im nt actually teaching u much...and u help me much..
tat's why they say study alone will dun have many motivation to make urself go forward it...
and tat's why we nid fren in every second....
fren may give u more motivation and more encourage on anything...
so...love your fren much...feel the love from them too...xDD
im single for 8 months...
sometime..i really feel like nid some1 can be wif me...
but...duno how to say...dun like to be lonely...
but hor...dun want to having a simply relationship too...
hope to find some1 tat i like and she does too...
bt it will nt be happening so fast...HOPE it will...
dun say me yum...xD
i really duno how to describe the feel tat i feel...

Kar Hong...1 more hour u birthday jor orh~~
Happy birthday ya~~
may all of ur dreams come true~~
good luck in ur performance too...xDD

14/2 - 两个人一世在一起

2009-02-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

hahas...the title is nt for me tis year...
valentine for everyone...
bt singletine for me...xDD
but...i still receive chocolate...
or mayb say it as i want it from them...
thx for it anyway...and sorry...xD
slept 4 hour and at class sleep 2 period oni...charm...
after tat gt society...
omg...i saw the bear...RM800++ tat for using to chase a girl...
hvnt couple yet de...
i tot couple liao de tim...= =''
if get reject...charm dao gou gou li...
and fish dao gou gou li...
hope tat he will nt be rejected...xD
thn hor...today...2nd recess...suddenly see yi zhong..
thn he call me to help him put the rope on qi gan...
thn me fast fast do it coz the bell is going to rang...
rush rush rush...
thn jump jump jump and climb climb climb...
yong hui down there looking at me...
as i nt facing the other building...i duno who's shouting there...
duno is shouting coz im too yeng?xDD
thn why i slide down...those guy still shouting...after i reach the floor...
they gone...duno i gt hear wrong or nt...hahas...
then last period...duno doing wat...
look like is do add maths and teach others...
thn forget time...
bell rang...omg...soooo scare late...
thn use 2 minute change shirt and pants in the class...
hahas...thn zap zap zap all my thing...
all 'suck' inside my CONVERSE bag...the bag is dirty le...
thn faster say bye and happy valentine to all my classmate...
thn rush rush rush to the classroom...
put the bag...saw pok ming...
he say he wanna give thing to some1...
thn i scare will be late...bt still go wif him...
coz its juz 1 floor upper...
thn we rush up and rush back down to gather...
phew...we din late...xDD
after tat...thn we bao gao at the society...about the "yong yi zhi guo"...
all say understand...bt duno real or nt...
thn after the society i found tat some1 tell each other their paper's name...
they will be getting heavy punishment...sorry about tat...
bt i still nid to do it...coz u din listen to wat i have said...
ok..continue...today is our YING XIN HUI~wahahas...
excited...thn hor...at there...me keep zi high lorh..
like a shalao for the whole day...
and i know many of the recruit's name...
they are friendly to me too...xDD
bt hor...gt some is cold larh...sorry tat i din bring u high...
i tried...bt ur fan ying...make me so fish...
i will try harder nxt time...dun be shy orh...^^
thn we play game...
actually 2 of the game i play b4...bt hor...
still play until vry high...hahas..duno why orh..
of course...i saw many of them was high too...xDD
easy game bt fun...nice job guys...^_^
ying xin hui committee really done well and pay out well...
tat's why u all been paid so much...fun and happy of wat have u hardworking for so long rite?? + u + u
the food...wow...nice...
i tot the tomato is the grape...
thn i put 2 into mouth...omg...sour dao...
still ate it...although i dun like it actually...xDD
bt the salad ingredient nice too...
happy day...and happy valentine day for go through wif all the members in st john...
i really did feel the feel of HOME today...^ ^
thx for the memorable days u all have give me...
i will mark it as the most special valentine day...xDD
hope all the recruits will be having fun tis year~~

omg...

2009-02-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

omg man omg...
charm lorh...charm lorh...
tis year...until february liao..
duno wtf i doing...
all the subjects...
im only paying attention to...
add maths,modern maths,science and economics...
aiyoyo...SPM leh...
still like no feel...like taking UPSR,PMR and UEC....
dun have any special feel...why cant these exam attract me??
who knows...mayb im nt the type of reading...
bt my mind...is full of small clever tat every1 says...
gt the small clever bt dun use it well...
wasted....
charm ler...my bookkeep...
soooo duo luo leh...langsung din hear to teacher..
at class langsung copy oni...MCB!!!
i think i may shout for help before the SPM...
so do help me thanks...xDD
society de thing...like cannot finish...
lucky my stress nt come from there...
bt i duno i gt stress or nt...even i got it...
duno whr does it come from...
now everyday 12am sleep...duno why wan wait till tat time...
dun even know wait for wat...
i will TRY to sleep earlier...wish me good luck barh...

OHYA~
St John Zoo will be moving to http://klchsj.blogspot.com
so u all can view there and leave the animal u wanna be at the chatbox there...we will update for u guys~~xDD

hmm...

2009-02-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

ytd night hor...
me ben lai still wanna find some1 to chat geh..
thn i find chung and another fren lorh...
thn after i sms and they hvnt reply...
thn my mum come in my room ler...
finally she wanna have a talk wif me...
thn we start talking~
hmm...
talk from about 12.20 till 1.05...
thn we talk about wat she did wrong tat i feel biasa..
my feel~and many many thing...
thn at last 5 minute...
she oni say she know's she's wrong...
bt din say sorry...bt it's enuf for me ler..
hope she really know well...
now im feeling better...
bt our relationship seems like wnt so good as last time lorh...
bt mayb will be good coz of my tanbai...
who knows...ohya...
i told her...if i wanna pak toh...she oso cannot block me...
coz i juz will folo wat my feels tell me...
thn she oso wu yan lorh...xDD
thn after tat...
the another fren tat i mentioned above call me...
and we have a long chat too...xDD
long time no chat wif some1 through phone for so long ler~~
about from 1.10 until 1.50...wow...nt bad...xD
thn today i go to my aunt hse...
have a nice day too...xD
have swim and some bully kids game to play...
we make a cousin think tat all other cousin is hilang...
we success half another half failed...xD
dun have so many stress now...
feel better than before...xD

惨...

2009-02-05T06:56:00.000-08:00

惨咯~
我跟我老母吵架了...
原因啊...不懂怎样讲~超长的故事...
不过...是他的语气超惹...
她就一直讲一直讲...
根本没有给我讲话的一秒钟...
她既然酱想我不讲话...
所以我就如她所愿不讲话咯...
勇辉说她...更年期...= =
不懂啦...
感觉上...她不讲对不起，我不理她了...
每次都是我和妹妹讲...不然就是她假假没当作一回事...
这次不能再酱了...

phew...

2009-01-31T07:27:00.000-08:00

终于回到家了...
昨天是我们的大团拜~
早上六点多就起床了...快快喝了milo就赶去lrt...
上了lrt后就打算睡觉的...不懂做么睡不到...
到了chan sow lin...lrt 有问题了...
全部人就下车...就去对面那辆车挤到半死...
终于给我挤到一个位了...那时候七点了...
然后等了很久才开车...
然后又不懂做么...在bandaraya又有问题，全部人下车...
而我就傻傻的在车里...我是最后一个出去...
因为之前广播了...但是我又听不明白...所以就没有下车...
结果一下车...遇到我的婆婆的弟弟的女儿...简称阿姨...他是小我一岁的...叫她阿姨不太对劲...
一开始她叫我时，我以为我还没睡醒...做么听到有人在叫我...
结果最后才知道是她...
她笑我...因为我是最后一个下车的人...
结果就谈天咯...谈了很久...
终于来了...phew...等死我了...
那时候已经八点多了...迟到...= =
一到titiwangsa时，我就快快冲去做taxi...
结果给那个人骗了...绕远路去学校...RM4.4 leh...
过后就开始团拜了...照片迟点再放吧...
忘记路程了...嘻嘻...
不过一路上都是很开心的...xDD
去了十间家，也看了几个人的房间...都很整齐...自卑了...= =
一些人就和我们在朝丰家分道扬镳了...
过后就到浩哲家...
结果我的提议(来我家)一而再，再而三的被反对...唉...
结果就去吃东西了...健勤的面最dai...我叫的又贵又不好吃...
然后就去ting jun家...到那边时已经9.30pm了...
但是我和允栋还是去游泳...冷死人...
游一下就回去了...然后就冲凉，玩牌...玩了一下就出发到"牛车水"...
那时候已经是11.20pm左右了...
那边也没有什么人...随便绕一下就走人...然后就去MCD 24 hours...
在那边吃宵夜...然后又用laptop，玩牌,吃东西，跳钢管舞等...
到了差不多两点半我们才舍得回去...
回去后，就5个人睡两个tilam...然后谈天...
谈关于学会的靓女，学校的靓女，自己的拍拖经历，自己在学会的传闻，还有一大堆男人的话题...嘻嘻...
结果谈到五点多才睡觉...然后那时候就开始有蚊子了...难睡到...
结果九点就起来了...刷牙洗脸就去吃早餐了...
吃完后就去阿姨家...我在车上睡，去到那边也是立刻躺在床上就睡着了...累啊...然后她家的party就开始了...
然后就终于回到家了...

开心...

2009-01-29T06:29:00.000-08:00

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~!~!~!~
今天超兴奋....
不懂做么...想到叫爸爸买脚车给我...
结果，爸爸竟然很爽的答应了...
到了晚上...就带我们去了...
买了后，妈妈跟妹妹就做车回家...
而我跟爸爸就各自一辆脚车回家了...
哇...从carrefour 骑着回家...远到...
又上山又下山...还要跟妈妈比赛...
爸爸累了...一直停...
结果妈妈就放水...
到最后时，我绕道冲线，就赢了...
哇哈哈哈哈哈哈...
累到死，不过很开心...因为我要一辆脚车有整四年了...

SJ Zoo~~xDD

2009-01-24T02:32:00.000-08:00

昨天，我看到15个st john的人上线，就把他们都拉进一个conversation...
就开始谈谈谈...结果谈到一点...
我不懂做么讲起动物园...
SJ Zoo 就成立啦~名单如下~

val= king kong
becca= lion
rong feng = elephant
sien = hippo
bin xin = penguin
nan tyan = monkey
nicholas(me) = panda
park min = fish
ming yi = keep shit de zookeeper
hao zhe = zookeeper
sulim = mouse
yew chung = chicken
xiao yun = pig
yuan lin = koalabear

those who no name at list...
come at REGISTER from me now~~
left the animal and ur name at my CHATBOX~thx xD

无奈...

2009-01-22T00:53:00.000-08:00

今天...唉...
在第九节时，不懂做么...
孤单的感觉又找上门来了...
超不爽...围绕着我...无奈...
套上外套，拉紧拉链，趴在桌上...
哭了...听到一大堆班上的声音...
没有一个声音是在关心我...
没有一个声音是为我而发出的...
唉...无奈...极度的无奈...

To:彬欣the penguin~~
生日快乐~16 岁了...
终于跟我同岁了...xDD
may ur wish come true~

= =

2009-01-21T07:02:00.000-08:00

不懂他们要我update多少次才爽...
明明就是他们update还少过我...
别管那个...
今天早上，有那个什么集会...
我们班，好像只有凯朝下去排桌椅...谢谢你...
不然我们就要好像那个不懂什么班酱站着听讲座了...
然后下去集合时，看到碧萱(不懂怎样写)...
然后就走过去坐她旁边...本来要lansok她的...
怎样懂给她lansok回...= =''
然后就跟她谈谈谈，不懂谈了什么东东...
觉得她的lansok功力有的跟我fight...xD
然后5A Zhong 下来了...没看到裕山，但是看到晓灵...
然后不懂做么有种怪怪的的感觉...
她竟然会在讲座时睡觉...看不出咯...
幸好头发没被抓...xD
回到班上时，婉莹讲要捞生...然后我就出去跟全班讲咯...
回应不好...幸好在班主任节时解决了问题...
放学luu~~
就有leader training...
感觉上还不错，因为他们两个东西都不严的...
越来越多东西update了(st john的东西)...
都不懂我自己记得没有噢...尽量啦...
他们那几只东西(学耀宗的“形容词”)...
又把我和李XX连在一起讲...
明明我就没有什么东西的...给他们讲到有酱...
我不懂要给你们什么反应咯...令我无言...
今天的口号...我最大声...哇哈哈...
整个新场都听到...我想把他传到国字楼...xD
当时，全部人听到我喊口号...都很无奈...嘻嘻...
然后还有练jalan啦...竟然自己喊口号，自己踏错...
还要是口号对，自己踏错...
今年，给我带的组，感觉上会有点惨，可能是很惨...= =
好像有种想把我的组推到最高去...(太妄想了)
又不懂谁是我的组员...但是...先说声...
辛苦你们啦...你们要做好准备噢...很多挑战等着你们...但是我们必须要一起突破它...加油吧~xDD

开学礼+ 新春庙会

2009-01-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

早上7点到校噢...然后就约了妹妹吃饭...
当然还有勇辉和hazel(不懂华文名怎么写)...
吃完了后，就匆匆忙忙地上去班上脱下外套...
然后又匆匆忙忙地下楼...遇到美倩了...
在储藏室外...好像全部很忙酱...
帮忙咯...美倩好像很烦酱，因为她怕豆浆会臭...
但是没时间了，要集队了啊~~
冲冲冲~~phew...没迟到，刚刚好...xD
blah blah blah...分组，又是同一个位子，又是组长，又是跟如恩一组...
都不懂他们是不是特地的...
讨论讨论...组员大多数都没吃早餐，但是又全部不要吃...算了...
分好位子...开始了~他们向后转，看着我们...kek shui 到...
过后，体育主任给人wuu~~好像很多人不爽他，加上口号又喊错...
过后，那些学长把那些晒到太阳的学生全部挤来我这边...
怎样看人噢...等下全部晕倒就好...
简单带过~~
开学礼完了，就快快回班...挥春...容易到...
随便几笔就好...超美的，有看到的都很羡慕我...
完了就去找耀宗,本来想去绕校园的...
结果我们去自己档口先，看到需要帮忙...
帮帮下...帮到卖完东西才走...= =
我帮忙卖豆浆，一直bat,一直bat...bat到手都累...
耀宗就帮忙卖饼干，卖到他傻...哈哈...
然后就去看表演了...找他们，然后一起进去...
进到去，没位子了，招找了很久才找到...
过后淑琳就带着朋友一起来了...好像是叫meng xuan...不确定，反正迟早都会认识...xDD
然后全场我们最high...但是都是自high de...= =
表演闷到死，只有戏剧和身创还不错...
主持人是张峻杰和他表姐...
叫台下的人玩人浪...没有人要配合，可怜...
但是，我们有配合...当我们这里开始时，我一个人站，全部人看着我...
妈的，超鱼的...但是我还是wuu全部人...
表演到西洋剑术那边时，我们就离席了...
因为要去收拾校园...
进队了，很多人没来...我们就去收拾咯...
回来后，就被训话了...太阳...晒到死...
但是jiayun很体贴噢...感觉上是她看到我(们)在晒太阳，然后就叫浩哲和朝丰一起陪我们晒太阳...
又来了...其实，我们学会的主题，不是一直在换...
而是一直在增加...我们真的不是只是要记住现在的主题...
也需要记得"one aim,one team" "our st john,our home" "从一开始，心连心，团结一致"(如果我漏了请告诉我，谢谢提醒...xD)...
不只是要记住，而是要理解以及做到它...那才是最重要的...
加油吧圣约翰的队员们，你们真的还可以做到更好...

phew~~

2009-01-12T03:52:00.000-08:00

哇哈哈~~
希望可以招到很多很多新生啦~~
招生展终于忙完了~
都不懂自己在忙什么...嘻嘻...
招生展完了后，终于可以大大地松一口气了~
爽啊~~
不过...很快的，又一定会有下一个东西等着我忙了...
谁知道~
在班上，好像有很多很多功课噢...
但是，对我来说好像也没什么影响...
你知道的啦...我都不做功课的...
上课的时候又是整天睡觉的...
但是有些课，会吸引到我噢...
例如附数，新数，簿记，科学...语文课就免谈了...
不懂噢...今天好像弄到勇辉生气...
不懂他有没有真的在生气...
对不起啦~~开玩笑而已咧~

hope for OUR home...

2009-01-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

i hope our st john,nxt year will have many many recruit member...
and all of us know each other...
i wan our stjohn really really have the feel like a home...
dun say only...all go 烂熟 member larh!!!
know 1 more person oso wnt sit dai de...
go committee go~~
dun stop down...becoz we muz 并肩作战,奋斗到底!!!
we muz make those who join st john will nt regret~~
i hope all can learn and enjoy well~~
COMMITTEE take note...
whenever u are...im there too...
dun stop~go ahead...
find the way of u...and i will be there...
i will be there when u nid help...
i will be there when u are tired...
i will be there when u are sad...
i will be there when u are happy...
i will be there when u are trying ur best...
i will be there when u going to give up...
i will be there when u are stressing...
i will be there when u are successing...
my ears and heart was alwiz waiting for u...
come for me in anytime...
nt juz ur best friend...but ME too!!!
if u nid help and i can help...find me in ANYTIME...
and i hope tat u all will be wif me too!!!
OUR ST JOHN,OUR HOME!
actually nt juz committee...
but all of our member too...
im nt juz 38...bt trying to know u all well...
so if can...come find me and 谈ur 心事 in anytime...
i might be helping u...我是一个很好的聆听者...
and i will nt tell any1...i PROMISE!!
if i did anything not good...tell me as soon as possible...
i will try my best to change it...
ST JOHN~~gah yao arh~~

deng...

2009-01-07T06:58:00.001-08:00

deng leh...
the 联课处...keep make the 招生展拖了一天又一天...
and make me 担心了一天又一天...
7,8 change until 8,9 thn at last 9,10...
my thing look like finish preparing and look like hvnt...
and the financial report of my group...
omg...hvnt write yet...and still cannot count out...
why alwiz the 联课处 de 效率 so slow 1!!!
the 地点...still duno whr tim...
dead....everyday slept at near 12am and wake up at 5am...
duno why...aikz...
im like stressing myself up...
i din have tis feel b4...
since i was 0-16 years old...
now..finally i know wat does stress mean...
my ex-life was really too relax...

aikz...

2009-01-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

惨了惨了...
招生展还有一天而已...
我都不懂我到底做完了东西没有...
好像完了，又好像还没...
怎么办!?!?
我想要今年的招生展顺顺利利...
招到很多的新生...
都懂的啦...学会好像不是很够人了...
全部读我部落格的人都进圣约翰吧!!xDD
招生展的筹委们~~
加油啊~!~!~!

wat the heck...

2009-01-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

walao eh...
went to have my dinner juz now...
7.50pm reach tat place...
duno call wat restoran jor...
near Serdang i think...
there vry famous wif bak kut teh and fish head...
thn we go there eat fish head...
after order...8pm...
thn 8.05 pmlike tat...tea come ler...
thr was full with people...
1sec 1sec gone...8.15pm...some1 sit nearby my table...
and he ordered...
8.35pm...tat guy thing all came...
and ours...still tea...
stomache start to pain jor...diao...
hand tired...shou ruan liao...
take the tea oso no energy...
few table beside me and came late than me oso eating ler...
thn 8.45pm...some table finish eating and leaving...
my dad really cannot tahan jor...
is angry tat cannot tahan...nt hungry...
he damn bu shuang...use his voice loudly...(not loud as mine)
scold the serve de people...
he said"the food wan come or nt de!?!?if dun come..thn we leaving..."
thn the serve de people say..."come come come"
thn she's gone...
and we wait agn...
8.55pm...FINALLY...
the tao fu and vegetable came...
and the fish head came after 5 minute...
thn we eat...i eat 2 and half bowl of rice...
damn hungry...thn eating...
the hand keep shaking...aikz...
so xin ku...after eating..thn stomache agn...
wat the heck is tis restoran doing...
last time i go...20 minute can eat ler...
aikz...

gathering...

2009-01-04T02:02:00.000-08:00

there was a gathering at my aunt hse ytd...
and i sit my cousin/aunty car's to there...
whn i reach my aunt hse...
the time is about 6.30...
thn i walk to the club house to find those relative tat was swimming
there...
whn i reach the club house...
damn...they was going back...
so......i walk back to my aunt hse...= =
whn walking back...
i saw a so po(cousin) sitting on her fren's motor...
and shout my name out loudly...although no1 there...
reach my aunt hse and blah blah blah...
after tat...we have our dinner...
thn after dinner...
went to 2nd floor and...take photo wif tat so po,ah fai and other cousin...
actually they are kids...= =
thn...went in to the room and take photo to..
bt actually im nearly exhausted...
so at the small sofa to have a rest...
im wearing 低腰裤...thn one of the naughtiest cousin...
come and pull my pants..and nearly underwear...
so...he's small bt fat...
so i take off his pants...thn he start bu shuang....
thn ah fai duno he bu shuang...thn go take off his pants agn...
thn..have a small quarrel...long time din try like tat...
it's quite fun for me...xD
thn the small cousin go down and tell her mum...
after tat...we go down watch my ah ma play mahjong...
thn the small cousin mum(my another aunt) there...
thn ask me wat happen...tell her the truth...
she's 明白事理de person...
so....ntg's happen to me and others...(actually mayb she's playing mahjong...so no time to think other thing)
thn...ntg special...all go home ler...
my ah ma is coming at nxt monday....
long time no come ler she...hehes...

black handband is my hand...

rejected whn proposing...

sue ping and my hands...

ah fai,sue ping and my hands..

cousin(qi yi) fat hao...= =

damn shit!!

2009-01-02T05:25:00.000-08:00

omg+wtf...
ytd...i mean today...
morning 2.00am...hvnt sleep...
thn cant sleep...duno why...
thn go down and find something to do...
finally find some housework to do...
such as put the plate back to cupboard and lipat baju...
thn after tat...it's juz 2.30...omg...
time passing so slow...
and im alone...bt nt afraid...
thn i plan to sweep the floor...
juz open the living room light and...
hearing some foot steps from the stair...
thn quick quick go see...
ARHH!!!dad wake up...= =''
thn he say...so late still dun sleep...
faster go sleep now...ok...
went up...sleep on the bed...
thinking thing agn...think wat??
making decision...at last...
i decide to do it...so i smsed her...
duno wat's the time...
thn still cannot sleep...gt a crazy thinking...
see which of my fren nt sleep yet...lolx...
smsed few of them...all sleept...
no1 reply...and...slowly...3.20 was the last time i checked...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
dreaming...
woot??im dreaming like kids...
me and yew chung...and few people tat forget who are they...
lying at the floor...and me and yew chung lie down and keep rolling them wif our body...
duno wat's happening...
thn suddenly went to...im wearing jacket...
and another girl wearing jacket too...
the girl was my fren's fren tat we din talk b4...(duno why will dream dao her)
thn duno wat happen...
wake up...shit...
5.00am!?!?!?!?!?
wat the heck...i sleept for 1 and half hour...
and have a dream so fast...thn try to sleep...
and 5.30 seriously woke up...
becoz my sis nid to go back skul for 新生营...
and i nid to acc her for lrt go and back...!!!
so...went back to skul...
wait at her class...waiting for ccs and her sister...
they reach...and we have some chat...
thn me and ccs leave the class...morning...7.20am
thn we went for basketball i think...
thn...9.40...we went to canteen and have breakfast...
ccs ate nasi lemak and coke...her sis roti canai...
me and my sis...roti tat we bring...xD
thn ccs' sis(chi yaan) say the roti canai nt good to eat...
thn ccs say...their roti nt fresh de....call she nxt time dun eat it...
after tat...we seperate...
me and ccs went to 1st aid room...
i have a nap inside 1st aid room...and ccs playing his psp...
thn whn teacher come in...asking...
wat happen to the 新生 tat lying on the bed??
thn other st john tell teacher tat im nt 新生...
thn teacher come over...and recognize me...fish liao...
thn lie teacher say i tired because of playing bkb...
whn 11.06...we went out of 1st aid room and find for 学生福利处...
thn ask about 招生展的thing...
omg...stomache pain...
rush to toilet...and let out ntg...
thn mei qian came...and we went out to mutiara and see her cut hair...
she says tat her hair like din cut dao...
bt she dun care call the people continue cut...
becoz scare tat people 越剪越惨...thn went for bowling...
1st round duno how much...
2nd round 127 oni...aikz...
so long liao still hvnt reach my target(200)...
OMG...im really damn crazy...
hvnt tired yet...wat a ABNORMAL peron am i...
after tat...we have our lunch...and lead my sis to have lunch wif us...
after the lunch...thn we went home...
tired...sleep at lrt and bus...
i feel like some1 laughing at me whn i sleep at lrt...
bt duno wat happen at all..= =''
reach home thn fast fast bath and sleep...
tis time slept easily...xD
tmr...im going to have a nearly same day as today...
still nid acc my sis go back skul...same time...

自私...

2009-01-01T02:33:00.000-08:00

我...好像有很多道理讲...哈哈...
我也不想的...
因为我突然觉得自己有点自私...
所以必须记下来...
昨天,我本来一直坚持要去朋友家倒数...
但是...不懂为什么...
最后还是留下来陪爸爸了...
也许是我以后也不想自己一个人过新年吧...
因为我妈妈也去了中国...
所以我想,如果我和妹妹也不在家,那爸爸不就是要自己一个人倒数?
那不是比我没出去更惨吗??
所以我还是留下来陪爸爸倒数了...
有时,我们这些做儿女的...真的不应该自私...
有时,也应该要为父母着想下...
其实不只是身为儿女...
就连为了朋友也要一样...
不应该那么自私...要常在朋友为你付出前付出...
要常为朋友想...
我虽然知道...但是有时还是做不到...
有时...觉得自己真的很失败...
我不知道要如何面对她...

happy new year...xD

2008-12-31T09:04:00.000-08:00

let's wish you and ur family a happy and prosperous new year...xD

No greeting card to give...
No sweet flowers to send...
No cute graphics to leave...
Just a LOVING HEART saying...
"happy new year 2009"

曾经拥有的不要<<忘记>>
属于自己的不要<<放弃>>
辛苦得来的更要<<珍惜>>
已经失去的当作<<回忆>>
走过的路已成为<<过去>>
愿你们的未来一切都能<<随心所欲>>
2009年快乐，幸福和安康!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRENS~~

被点名了...

2008-12-28T06:43:00.000-08:00

第一 : 被点者请在自己的BLOG里写下答案
第二 : 请传另外十位的人.=)
第三 : 传阅人‘请在于这十位当中斗留言版’ 告知他(她) 被点名了..
第四 : 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五 : 被点者‘请注明被谁点了’ 在哪接到‘在传给下十位’
第六: 这些被点名者’ 你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’ 也会得到幸福.^^
‘幸福套餐’开始咯!!^^

幸福套餐NO 1 ♥01 你的绰号 : 自恋,靓仔
02 年龄 : 17(2009)
03 生日 : 03/12/92..送礼物吧
04 星座 : 射手座
05 兴趣 : 玩电脑,打篮球
06 专长 : 讲话,带热气氛,认识陌生人

幸福套餐 NO 2 ♥01 你有没有喜欢的人? : 有啊
02 是否在交往? : 没有啦。
03 现在幸福吗? : 不懂
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事? : 我已经有了
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话? : 看情况咯

幸福套餐NO 3 ♥01 点你的人是: 寂寞星球
02 他（她）是你的 : 男朋友.
03 他（她）的个性? : 大方,有时幽默,很多东西烦,很忍得,会把交代的东西做好,但不够信心
04 认识他（她）多久? : 5年。。
05 你觉得他（她）怎样? : 超好的一位朋友,非字体可形容
06 你想对他(她)说什么 : 我们会是永远的好朋友

幸福套餐NO 3 ♥01 点你的人是: 小白
02 他（她）是你的 : 好朋友.
03 他（她）的个性? : 不够信心,不够大胆,射球一流, 不会滥熟
04 认识他（她）多久? : 8年。。
05 你觉得他（她）怎样? : 我有需要时都有帮我
06 你想对他(她)说什么 : 我们会是永远的好朋友

幸福套餐NO 3 ♥01 点你的人是: 梁嘉欣
02 他（她）是你的 : 干妹妹.
03 他（她）的个性? : 不够勇敢,会关心人
04 认识他（她）多久? : 3个月吧。。
05 你觉得他（她）怎样? : 好妹妹
06 你想对他(她)说什么 : 我们会是好兄妹

幸福套餐 NO 4 ♥01 最爱的节目 : 奖门人
02 最爱的音乐 : 不懂噢
03 最爱的季节 : 马来西亚只有一个季节
04 最爱的卡通 : tom&jerry
05 最爱的人 : 家人和朋友咯.. (目前)
06 最爱的颜色 : 白,黑咯。很多下的。。。
07 最爱的国家 : 没去过很多国家...

幸福套餐 NO 5 ♥01 如果上天给你三个愿望: 1.我能关心所有的朋友 2.所有好朋友能关心我.. 3.更多的愿望
02 你是很专一的人吗 : 不是很...
03 最深刻的回忆 : 小时候，过马路不看车，刚巧又差点被妈妈撞死的那一刻吧?
04 你是个很有信心的人吗? : 满的...
05 你很爱微笑吗 : 只傻笑，不微笑
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗 : 不懂噢...可以选择一部份放弃吗?
07 妄想什么样的生活 : 没有烦闹。不用每天不开心
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱 : 当然不是啦。我也没这必要...

调卷到此结束‘点人者请至于被点者的留言版’ 告知被点名了
- 勇辉
- 裕山
- 紫伶
- 智升
- 婉晶
- 悦灵
- 宋嘉欣
- 梁嘉欣
- 紫晶
- 嘉倩
被点到的记得写啊。我会去看的哦。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

and leave ur blog link to me in msn or here...

选择...

2008-12-28T06:14:00.000-08:00

唉...人生中，必定会有许多的选择...
选择了就不能后悔...
所以必须要好好的选择...
就算错了也要欣然的接受它...
我..又遇到了一个选择点...
我不懂我应该怎样做...
是关于感情的...
有时，我真的不知道要怎样做...
我不懂这算不算是爱或喜欢她...
好像...很久没有讲话和聊天...
我有时真的不想害人...
但是...我有时又真的控制不了...
我也不懂该怎么做...
到最后...被人称为“playboy”
我的朋友不懂我在想什么...
因为就连我自己也搞不清楚我在想什么...
当我追某人时...
的确是没有带着要欺骗感情的心情去追的...
每一次都是认真的...
但是就是搞不懂我在想什么...
或许是想太多了??
有时...学会的东西真的很头痛...
令我有想放弃的小冲动...
但是...如果我放弃了...
我就看不到学会的未来...
我也不想放弃学会里的每一个对我好的朋友...
也不想放弃学会里需要我帮忙的人...
也不想放弃我还能帮得上的忙...
结果...还是选择了坚持...
目前为止...都还对我的选择满意吧...
所以...朋友们，必须好好的选择噢!!

角色难做啊...谁来跟我换??

2008-12-28T03:25:00.000-08:00

今天...不是很开心...
但是却必须扮得很开心...
我回学校了...本来要教人伤口化妆...
但是，变成被人教了...不是很想讲原因...
有些人也知道我很想教人...但是结果...
就是那些事情不爽...但是，不是不爽那个人...
我好像总是一直扮演那种角色...所以他们以为我不用紧吧?
但事实上...我还是人啊...
为什么我总是做那种角色??别问我...
(不是我以为)有时...没有我这样的角色也是不行的...
就好像没有耀宗那种角色也是不能的...
不懂如何解释...但是，如果少了我这角色，这世界就不会完美了...(也许是这样吧...也许不是，谁知道...)
然后一整天“好像”很开心...
回到家后...家务...
做完了就玩电脑，吃饭...
吃到一半...被爸爸叫出去,被骂了...
就因为几件衣服放在他要坐下的椅子上...
吊...拿走衣服时，还是用丢的...
虽然，我有错...但是也不用酱吧...
有时他和妈妈都是酱的...
妹错的事...就是我错的事...
也许他们有压力，但是不应该拿我们来发泄吧??
我以后一定不会像他们那样，拿孩子来发泄...
无奈...
又再次被妈妈无视了...
我问了妈妈一个问题...
结果，他等了三分钟后，就说:"你讲什么啊?"
每次都是酱...问他东西，迟迟才回答...
在学校就被人以为我在讲废话...
我的角色就是要一直很开心...
让人看你时，
都是开心地笑着...
都是坚强的站着...
朋友诉苦要听着...
朋友玩你要忍得...
角色难做啊...谁来跟我换??

无言

2008-12-27T02:52:00.000-08:00

my blog...create and delete...create and delete and create...
why do i delete my blog??
some feeling i wanna ppl know...
bt some i dun wan ppl know...bt if dun write out...
will vry qi guai...so i duno wat to do...
thn i delete it...
why i create agn??
dun ask me about tat...i dun even know why...
today,i look at someone's blog...
who is he??only he knows...or find out the blog names tat like me...
sometime...
i was really have the feel like him...not gay tat like...
i feel vry 孤单，寂寞，无助...
the feeling...hard to describe...
sometimes...whn sad about something...
really duno who to find...
orange??will he listen to me?
idk...becoz i didnt tell him about my sad thing b4...
white??he will read...
bt i juz will make him more 烦...
becoz he will say he duno how to 安慰 me...
jf??i have no way to contact him...
chung??he will hear to me and help me...
bt...dun have so many money...
ohmy...i dun have any 宗教...thn who shld i tell to??
my parents??SHIT!!
they was my problem...(sometimes not...)
i was alwiz wanna know wat's my fren thinking...
becoz i know whn no1 wanna hear to u...was a sad case...
bt no1 wan to tell me...
most of them reply me wif...
你不会明白的啦...
你不要酱八啦...
作么你酱烦的...
又不关你的事...and etc...
bt whn i upset...
really duno wat to do...
even on msn oso duno wat for...
frens find me...im alwiz like happy...
bt sometimes not...who knows...
i dun think i will update my blog alwiz...
i oso duno why...
i will only update if i gt the feel to update...
is my life nice??
sometimes do,and sometimes nt...
why say tat?i have no idea wif it...
16 tis year...nxt year 17...
then more and more thing to fan liao...
society...friends...and coupling or nt...
aikz...
duno wat to do...
juz now dad bring me go have dinner...
thn i ask my dad whr we eating...
thn he said...问酱多做么，讲了你又不懂，去到你就懂啦...
his 语气 like vry bu shuang...
my dad and mum oso like tat de...
they 心情 shuang thn good...
whn 心情 bu shuang...
thn keep call u do tis do tat...
thn call me leave the comp...
thn keep say me alwiz play comp...
aikz...烦 arh~~