They're gone

good news!!
a part of my sadness and depressed are gone...
because tat she's back to me
at least i think so...

bad news are...
my "soul of fire" to society are also gone...
totally gone...and i duno whr to find it...
and mayb i wnt find it...
is so annoying and im once and again collapse becoz of it...
and duno who to tell or even find...

those fakeless smiling or laughing for me these few days...
was really nt easy to make it...
bt i cant stop myself to talk...
even i have 8 alarms to call myself nt to talk in class every period...
shit...useless...i cant defend myself from talking...
wanted to tell those fren besides me...
but they are having problems too...
dun wish to trouble them...or mayb nt having much trust on them...
im nt sure...

so many days din blog...
am i running from something?mayb
am i having big problems?who knows
shld i blog?don't know
life is always sucks...i don't think so last time...
but now...i fully agree with it...
MY LIFE SUX!